mandahlullaby

I know everyone has their own little niche and i agree i want mine too.. but what better can i do to produce a quality drawing or a better piece of art for that matter?

finally, no more pssa's,nocti, foursight, none of that crap after four long years I can finally kick back and relax :3 so happy.

I know it's my last year and all but good god .. I'm still trying to get another job, lose a few, see the college life, get a liscense and a car... which all really means one thing... freaking money and time. and i don't know if i have that much time. -sighs- I guess that's what i get being 19 and literally almost into the real world.. just feed me to the sharks lol

I honestly never thought i would have thought about our old dog Asher for awhile, a faded memory. But i'd like to remember him, not just as a dog but a member of the McCann clan :]. Can say i broke down again today. But hearing the words from my friend seemed to just drift to me, i felt it was still there, that liveliness that dog had, the friendliness, the way i'd call him and say c'mere old man and scratch his back. I remember him, tearing as i write this. Its almost like I'm just starting to really grieve that loss. It was the words that were said that makes me want to still feel like he's right there in my heart, alive in my mind. I just wanna hug a dog now, I hope someday when i have my own dogs I'll love them and give them the same friendship and warmth. It's like each animal is significant in your memory, whether very brief or for years. All i can say is that dog truly made me happier.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ^___^